Tis i!!! Valerie, your Friendly Neighborhood Transsexual!! And it has been a criminally long time since any of us actually posted anything. Sorry about that, i guess we've all been living our lives and we forgot to post anything. But never fear, i have returned to deliver you your weekly dose of cynical crap and emotionally driven rants.
I'll start off with some positive news. I am now a fully fledged adult, that's right, i'm 18. I spent my birthday with those i care about the most and couldn't have wished for a better day!!!
In other news i have my first appointment at the Gender Clinic on Monday the 26th of October. So hopefully that will all go well and i'll be one step closer to transitioning to the woman that i am at heart.
That's about it for the positive news i'm afraid (I did my best) but i'll try to make sure that my posts are a bit more uplifting in the future.
Here's the bit that you've all been waiting for, one of my rants;
At the moment I've been a bit overwhelmed. I'm repeating year 12 in terms of my mental health by hitting a brick wall. My anxiety is going mad, because of that some minor depressive symptoms have become apparent. My Insomnia has returned and as such i have been mentally and physically fatigued and can no longer focus on school work. I've just been worrying like a mad woman!!!
And because of all this i have sort of locked myself in and just tried to tank through it... That worked about as well as you can imagine. Anyway as such i have decided to take some mental health days this week to try and recuperate because i work all weekend. This will likely result in me worrying even more because i'm not at school and thus i'll start worrying about my friends and how i can't support them at home and i'll further descend into a pit of worries and concerns.
Hopefully the mental health day will do it's job and make me feel somewhat better than i do now.
Anyway, i'm sorry for how short this post is but i'm kinda tired and i don't have much to write about in my boring life, Hopefully next week will be more eventful.
Nonetheless, this is your Friendly Neighborhood Transsexual, Signing off. XOXO
